That’d make a lot more sense if I didn’t need him just as badly as he needs me.
tags from who i reblog :
#this is so beautiful and also it makes me feel like I’m sinking to the bottom of the sea :“’)#[slowly lowering my head into my hands]#they’re always going to be like phantom pains for one another aren’t they#dreaming of storms and doldrums and cages. memories too difficult to touch in the daylight.#getting ready to say something that only the other will understand and closing their lips only just in time#the sensation of missing the bottom step while going down the stairs and feeling yourself fall#everyday moments of terror at the recognition of a thing that is missing#moments of happiness and peace and love. yes. but…there was a step there. there should be a step there.#I’M DISTRAUGHT#james flint#john silver#silverflint
Tag: john silver
Black Sails rewatch: 1.03
“If what I tell you is in any way incorrect, well…you can do with me what you will.”
“And when the Urca’s ours? What’s to stop me from killing you anyway?”
He’s so deeply insecure, through all the show. But from the moment the leg is gone, he sees himself as less.
—Luke Arnold, Fathoms Deep Podcast
summerseachild:
#John Silver#tangled mess of hair and insecurityparrotsinlondon:
#this was one of the things that always struck me deeply about Silver#and my meta always touched on it#his insecurity and lack of self-esteem#and the decisions low self-esteem vs high self-preservation led him to#oh the struggle#its why I’ll never forget his characterarzani-fuchsia:
#he’s so much#so brave and strong#he survived so much#went through so much#but he doesn’t see himself for what he truly is#he only sees that somethings missing#but he doesn’t see what all he gained#and what he is#such a complex character#such a development
John Silver in every episode:
XXVI. One waits for Mr. De Groot to finish speaking, frowns thoughtfully, and then repeats phonetically what he said to the men.
A few months ago, all they let me do on this ship was cook. I’m learning as fast as I can.
Can’t you see it?
“[Flint and Silver’s] was a complicated relationship with a lot going on under the surface. Starz gave us the freedom to allow some of these relationships to exist without specific labels and to embrace that people don’t always say what they’re feeling and exist in the space that people don’t even know about themselves.” [x]
I think Flint knew, but Silver? No way. He barely knew that he loved Madi and she was a beautiful, brilliant princess, there’s no way he knew he loved Flint. You can explain it as internalized homophobia, trauma related to male figures in his past, or simply not wanting to process that he loved this terrible hurricane of a man known as Flint…but he did love him.
OP tags: #ugh the scenes keep getting brighter#until it finally hits him/he can’t hide it any longer
I have no story to tell.
OP tags:
#there’s like 10 shots of him like this#im starting to think everyone on that filming crew just rly wanted us to appreciate the curls as much as they doLOL. (but also OUINN because … no one :()
Black Sails Rarepair appreciation week: non-canon rarepair: John Silver/Muldoon.
This is the second time in the last few months I’m facing certain death.And you are again offering moral support. Does that mean we’re married?
How exactly is one supposed to watch two points in space at the same time?

